Male fitblogger who is growing to love his body and new found healthy views on life!
Bad news is I am still at the same weight I was last week.
My highest ever weight.
I am still feeling so ashamed about it and angry at myself for letting it creep up so much.
It’s my own fault.
I let this happen.
I must deal with the consequences.
I can feel my own body suffering from it. I can actually physically feel the extra weight in my gut. I need to pull my head out of my ass.
I feel sorry for my best mate, who does everything he can to encourage me and I let him down constantly. Like I’m a humongous failure. :(
I am sorry to be writing so negativity, but I need to vent. Weight loss journeys rarely go smoothly I don’t think. I’m just going through some difficult times and I know deep down I’ll get through it all.
I need to keep my head up. I need to remember I can make these changes.
Nothing in life comes for free, and I need to give this every ounce of my determination to get through it.
It can happen. It will happen.
I just have to try.
And try some more.
Rome wasn’t built in a day. And I can give this my blood sweat and tears and do it! Like heaps of you have and are doing every day!
I can do this. If there is a trainer go can go from fit to fat and then fit again, surely I can do it also!
Height: 5'9" (aka 175cm)
Extra: Straight, Single, Awesome
SW: 112.2kg (21st Oct 2010)
and then I went up and down...
SW #2: 120.3kg (6th June 2012)
GW1: 110.2kg (22nd Aug 2012)
GW2: 100.2kg (19th Dec 2012)
and then I went up and down...again
SW #3: 106.3kg (1st May 2013)
HW: 121.3kg (8th June 2012)
CW: 106.3kg (1st May 2013)
GW1: 99.7kg / 75%
GW2: 93.2kg / 75%
GW3: 86.6kg / 75%
10K: 1:05:13 (18th Mar 2013)
5K: 30:09 (20th Feb 2013)
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